I ran out of words. Things are failing me and I'm keeping myself hidden, more.

It gives me motivation and yet, so saddening. In fact, it tore me apart knowing it. 

Months ago, I couldn't make a decision and was constantly fighting it back but now it seems that they failed me and I need to be selfish. 

To be real honest, I am very satisfied with the life I lead now, although apart. but when it comes to making a decision, I would still choose to be apart. We all have our own responsibility at different stages and that's my priority, without neglecting the others.

I couldn't deny the fact that when you're above most people in whatever *co-curriculum, studies, socials, etc*  things will be harder for you as certain people are just jealous and envious they create their own 'mighty' thinking, trying to insult you in 9834567231 ways and influence the others who are, well, aimless. Pfft. I don't fancy or adore. *Since people are being mean and vain, then I am, too* 

Well, you might be satisfied with the fun bullshit life. Then I'll pray that you've got the LUCK in future to be successful. (: 

I don't ask for more but I didn't request it to be kept among you. 

Oh thanks for the motivation anyway, who knows it's so effing useful I've got myself straight A's for both trials and SPM. Then I'll show my butt and pat the dust in your face, people. :)

I smile, for you people. 

How sympathetic.