Last words.

Hello, lovelies. (:
It's my last blog post here but no worries, I'll create a new one, for a new chapter of life.
Then, everything will remain here.

I started blogging when I was in high school and now it's time to leave this blog.
Sorry if I hadn't kept my promise to start every blog post with a fact about me and not posting pictures but only plain and boring words after something happened. Blogging makes me feels like, somewhere, there's someone reading. I might not know you but thanks for spending time understanding me.

2011 has been good to me, undeniably a good year, but that doesn't mean everything went smoothly.

To be able to open up a new chapter of life, first, I have to be real honest to myself so I could learn from all my mistakes, then I'll get the things I yearn for in the future. (: You should try too. But wait, don't expect me to be really honest here, to my blog, hahahahaha, I'll keep those dark secrets with me, I might end up being too exposed to the cyber world.

I'm really glad that in year 2011, I moved on.
I got to know people whom I used to think that they don't belong to my world, but I was wrong. They sort of belong to my world. It's competitive and it's the way I like.
I'm someone who loves competitions and fame, and to be honest, I love to win. I love pressure, I enjoy being really into something just to achieve the best I could. I can't believe I actually enjoyed studying so much I felt empty when there's nothing for me to study suddenly. I'm someone who can slack for a whole day watching cartoons and have weeks of sleepless nights just to study. Wait, I'm not a nerd. I have active social life alright. :) But when it comes to a must-do responsibilities, I couldn't just abandon or ignore them.
And then, I got good grades, like really good grades but it's not the best of course, after all the hard work and the lazy moments. Trials was one of my goals besides SPM and I successfully defeated it with my straight A's with no A- :D and I ended up getting third in my form. Another thing about trials that made me extraordinarily happy was because our school has seventeen straight A's students for trials *WE BROKE THE RECORD* and 15/16 of them are from my class. I'm so proud of them, it's half of our class! (: And yes, I really do believe the other half will get straight A's too, some just missed one or two. I really had the best memories with them. I couldn't ask anything better. It's only with them I found unity. Thank you so much, fellow 5 Angsanians'11
Oh and most importantly, I found someone really trustworthy in every aspect. How could my 2011 not revolved around this sweet lil girl named Pearly? (: I never met someone so caring and understanding, not to say that she's also smart and delicate. I couldn't have survived without her. Hahahaha. Two words that really describe her,  reliable and dependable. Thank you so much, Gan Po!

Why would 2011 be bad to me when my parents got me an iphone4s all the way from Singapore even before it was released in Malaysia and a Samsung Galaxy Note?! My parents are the most precious gems in my entire life. They always try their best to give me the best.
Went to Singapore and Bangkok straight after SPM and did lots of shopping wooohooo. Mom purposely booked our flight to Bangkok just for me to relax, to shop and to buy anything I want. That's heaven-like. (: heh.

I had to admit that I've lost some of my closest friends this year, which of course upset me a lot. I used to think that even if we're separated into different classes, we'll still be the same as long as the hearts are there. (: But we know it clearly, that it'll never be the same. Less things to be shared, lesser topics to be discussed. Friends come and go is what I always hold on to now. Never take things granted. 5 years of friendship, what do you expect? I couldn't even forget their phone numbers. I can't just let go without going through any struggles. Well, I'm bad tempered and loud. I'm straight forward but in a sarcastic way. I have too much ego .And all these while, I always know, not to say that they're not good enough but as someone with a higher aim or achievement, I knew it deep in my heart that I would drive them crazy eventually and pressure them silently. That's why I would be kiddy and childishly cute *-.-* with them whenever I could. Well, I didn't try hard enough and we all have different path ways now. I clearly know what I need to achieve the best I want.  I was angry, disappointed, sad and hopeless but I'm still grateful, still glad to once have them in my life. This was the only bump on  the road in my 2011 and somehow, I actually enjoyed things being this way. Rumors could just break anything fragile. (: Well, at least i faced the world.

Okay, now back to the main point, the person who made me go back to blogging was a senior of mine whom I admire when I was, hmmm, form2? Thanks to him, I finally had the urge to blog about something and since it was gonna be end of 2011, I decided to blog. He made me sat down and think about my year, my ups and downs and this made me to spend some time to really be honest to myself, because in order to be different in my new chapter of life, I have to know my weakness. (: Thanks, senior. Never know how much I've been missing you all these while and I never realize your words would still be something  to me. Thanks for being a good friend. :)

Will move to a new blog, stay tuned, readers!
xoxo