Moving.

Officially closing this blog. (:

2012-01-12T06:43:00.000-08:00

When people walk away from you, Let Them Go
Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you and it doesn't mean that they're bad people. It just means that their part in your story is OVER.

Well, I should have read this earlier in Facebook because now, things are changing, again, for good.
I braved myself to solve things and talked to them. Oh and without me knowing it, I'm dragging myself back into dreams.
I am always the one who makes the first step no matter I'm right or wrong but I don't blame anyone.
Yes, I've got my friends back(: but somehow, larger part of me wants to live without them or not having them around too much. I just hope that everyone's fine and I hope the best for them and we're keeping in touch. That's all. :D

I think, I've truly found my life now.

Last words.

2012-01-06T12:54:00.000-08:00

Hello, lovelies. (:
It's my last blog post here but no worries, I'll create a new one, for a new chapter of life.
Then, everything will remain here.

I started blogging when I was in high school and now it's time to leave this blog.
Sorry if I hadn't kept my promise to start every blog post with a fact about me and not posting pictures but only plain and boring words after something happened. Blogging makes me feels like, somewhere, there's someone reading. I might not know you but thanks for spending time understanding me.

2011 has been good to me, undeniably a good year, but that doesn't mean everything went smoothly.

To be able to open up a new chapter of life, first, I have to be real honest to myself so I could learn from all my mistakes, then I'll get the things I yearn for in the future. (: You should try too. But wait, don't expect me to be really honest here, to my blog, hahahahaha, I'll keep those dark secrets with me, I might end up being too exposed to the cyber world.

I'm really glad that in year 2011, I moved on.
I got to know people whom I used to think that they don't belong to my world, but I was wrong. They sort of belong to my world. It's competitive and it's the way I like.
I'm someone who loves competitions and fame, and to be honest, I love to win. I love pressure, I enjoy being really into something just to achieve the best I could. I can't believe I actually enjoyed studying so much I felt empty when there's nothing for me to study suddenly. I'm someone who can slack for a whole day watching cartoons and have weeks of sleepless nights just to study. Wait, I'm not a nerd. I have active social life alright. :) But when it comes to a must-do responsibilities, I couldn't just abandon or ignore them.
And then, I got good grades, like really good grades but it's not the best of course, after all the hard work and the lazy moments. Trials was one of my goals besides SPM and I successfully defeated it with my straight A's with no A- :D and I ended up getting third in my form. Another thing about trials that made me extraordinarily happy was because our school has seventeen straight A's students for trials *WE BROKE THE RECORD* and 15/16 of them are from my class. I'm so proud of them, it's half of our class! (: And yes, I really do believe the other half will get straight A's too, some just missed one or two. I really had the best memories with them. I couldn't ask anything better. It's only with them I found unity. Thank you so much, fellow 5 Angsanians'11
Oh and most importantly, I found someone really trustworthy in every aspect. How could my 2011 not revolved around this sweet lil girl named Pearly? (: I never met someone so caring and understanding, not to say that she's also smart and delicate. I couldn't have survived without her. Hahahaha. Two words that really describe her, reliable and dependable. Thank you so much, Gan Po!

Why would 2011 be bad to me when my parents got me an iphone4s all the way from Singapore even before it was released in Malaysia and a Samsung Galaxy Note?! My parents are the most precious gems in my entire life. They always try their best to give me the best.
Went to Singapore and Bangkok straight after SPM and did lots of shopping wooohooo. Mom purposely booked our flight to Bangkok just for me to relax, to shop and to buy anything I want. That's heaven-like. (: heh.

I had to admit that I've lost some of my closest friends this year, which of course upset me a lot. I used to think that even if we're separated into different classes, we'll still be the same as long as the hearts are there. (: But we know it clearly, that it'll never be the same. Less things to be shared, lesser topics to be discussed. Friends come and go is what I always hold on to now. Never take things granted. 5 years of friendship, what do you expect? I couldn't even forget their phone numbers. I can't just let go without going through any struggles. Well, I'm bad tempered and loud. I'm straight forward but in a sarcastic way. I have too much ego .And all these while, I always know, not to say that they're not good enough but as someone with a higher aim or achievement, I knew it deep in my heart that I would drive them crazy eventually and pressure them silently. That's why I would be kiddy and childishly cute *-.-* with them whenever I could. Well, I didn't try hard enough and we all have different path ways now. I clearly know what I need to achieve the best I want. I was angry, disappointed, sad and hopeless but I'm still grateful, still glad to once have them in my life. This was the only bump on the road in my 2011 and somehow, I actually enjoyed things being this way. Rumors could just break anything fragile. (: Well, at least i faced the world.

Okay, now back to the main point, the person who made me go back to blogging was a senior of mine whom I admire when I was, hmmm, form2? Thanks to him, I finally had the urge to blog about something and since it was gonna be end of 2011, I decided to blog. He made me sat down and think about my year, my ups and downs and this made me to spend some time to really be honest to myself, because in order to be different in my new chapter of life, I have to know my weakness. (: Thanks, senior. Never know how much I've been missing you all these while and I never realize your words would still be something to me. Thanks for being a good friend. :)

Will move to a new blog, stay tuned, readers!
xoxo

2011-12-20T08:22:00.001-08:00

I knew I promised that I'll post something after my birthday. BUT it's not now. I'm rushing to Bangkok later hehehehhe. Will update as soon as I reach home. (:
It will be the last post in this blog, to end my 2011. Love you people. :D

2011-12-15T10:02:00.001-08:00

I'm creating a new blog nowww. Gonna reveal my link here. So, stay tuned! *with my new blog post of course, as promised. (:*

2011-10-05T01:39:00.000-07:00

It's a happy week. (:

I'm not gonna reveal much here,

First, I got straight A's for my SPM trials! Wooots. :D And this time without any A-

Second, iPhone4s is released and it's effing cool. Mom's gonna get it for me cause I've been longing for it to launch since centuries ago. (:

Third, LeeHom's releasing his new album WAHAHAHAHA. (:

Forth, it's proven that, you, with that big mouth, produce nothing good. :D

2011-09-23T11:20:00.000-07:00

It's time now. (:

Unexpectedly, I enjoyed things being this way. Since things are solved, silently, I'm glad it worked out brilliantly on me. Somehow, I'm glad that things went wrong at the very beginning and I'm glad that I stood up and walked away.
Hey, friends, I'm sincerely happy because we are still the same, it might not be 'physically' same but I'm sure it's 'mentally' same. If you get what I mean. (: If things didn't went wrong, I might be upsetting myself for the tiniest little thing but now everything doesn't really matter *in a good way* and it's relieving. (:

Good luck and all the best. xoxo. :D

Happy Birthday

2011-08-20T08:33:00.000-07:00

It's her birthday today. (:

Happy Sexy Seventeen, dear.
I'm grateful to have you as a good friend of mine.
May all your days be filled with joy and happiness. Keep the sweet smiles hanging on your face. :D
All the best and good luck in SPM, I'm sure you will definitely have a very bright future.

A simple and sincere message, just for you, YuHan. ❤
Happy Birthday, once again.

Sick of you.

2011-08-15T09:38:00.000-07:00

The thought of not going to tuition on Friday evening cheers me up every time. (: YAY! Giving away lovesss. hehehehe.

CUZZ I DUN HAZ TO SEE THOSE FACESS HEHEHEZ (Y) SYOK GILER.

The last letter=

2011-08-13T09:54:00.000-07:00

Whenever I decided to blog these days, it's always so heart-aching to know that I'm not blogging anything happy. I am under no illusions about their motives of acting that way.

It hurts when I catch a glimpse of you all, it hurts more when our eyes met, it hurts even more that we're all pretending and it hurts the most when I have to brave myself to struggle the flood of tears inside. If she's the one you wanna trust because she speaks, then you're unworthy for me to have you beside as someone who can share the ups and down in my life. That's why I chose to not even defend when I knew things are getting worse. I thought you believed in me, and the disappointment is too much I don't even bother to defend.

At least, I have a new 'them' who chose to bring me into a different life, getting me exposed to a wider network of friends instead of sticking to the same people who well, treat fun as their priorities.

If you all ever bump into my blog, please take a note/remember that,

Thank you for not defending for me. You all went for someone.

I'll always remember this.

Now you know it hurts, that much.
And one day I texted her, if I'm not talking to you anymore, will you approach to me and ask me why?
You didn't and failed me. (:

Don't worry, although I'll remember it always, still it's not in a revengeful way.

This matter will never and no long trigger my anger.

Most importantly, truly from my heart, that I'll not struggle inside, to fight back, to pretend or to be afraid of seeing the presence of everyone of you together because after typing this last letter to you all and posting it to facebook, I know I'm fine with everything and prepared to join the others who at my point of view are much realistic and mature to get me back up on track.

Farewell, friends. (: Don't worry, we still talk but don't feel too relieved cause it means that I don't want to care anymore. I'm sorry but that's it.
If one day, I cry in front of you, no worries, it surely means everything has come to an end.

Oh yeah, outsiders, I'm sorry if the posts below offended you because I used the 'F' word.
But to the one who ruined things, I'm telling you that, yes i dislike you. I just don't wanna say the word 'hate'.

2011-08-09T10:58:00.000-07:00

I would face the darkest day,
and face the tears inside. (:

I'm gonna get rid of you even you were once so treasured by me. (Y)

2011-07-19T10:10:00.000-07:00

What's your problem? (:

I really salute you, that you can bitch around no matter you are or aren't involve in something.

Don't worry, not gonna erupt today, I'll only show you -_______________-

What do you want to compare?

Academics? Co-curriculum? Popularity?

Or maybe,

Height and weight? (:

NONE. :p

Such a betrayal, digging out, exposing and spreading your best friends' secrets just to fit yourself in a new gang. Pity your life. I'll pray for you, sincerely.

2011-07-17T07:35:00.000-07:00

Fuck off.

2011-07-03T02:05:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt like being REALLY mean to someone whom you think is bitching around childishly?

I am having this feeling now but I won't. I need to control my anger and piss you off in a very wise way. (: Hehehehe.

2011-06-19T06:34:00.000-07:00

It seems that you will still bump into my blog yeah. (: Hi, girls, who used to be quite close to me and my life.
Maybe my previous post has mislead you. I wasn't talking about the both of you, so, what's with the big fuss?

Well, I am, a very straight forward person. If you get on my nerves, most probably you did something which you shouldn't have, I will just find ways to let you know that I'm unsatisfied with what you did, to make you realise that people don't always fancy or adore what you will do. It irritates me. (: Why should I fake a smile to you when it's not necessary? Apology is not given and you are trying to act as if you're the Great one. I have my own dignity, I don't do things to please people. I hate people who abandon their responsibilities and when they get into trouble, they put the blame on the others. Wow, where did you learn that from?! :D You remember what you did then?
Although I was mad, I won't remember that particular thing until my death. I will eventually forget about it in the next few days. However, it seems that you, wanna be the drama queen! So, I have to be sarcastic to you too then. It was too mean of you. You thought you have the whole world's heart? Hahahaha, well, we all knew it clearly. People only need to go 'outside' when then can't fit 'inside'. If you get what i mean.

So what if you posted a status in Facebook? Does it even show that you're mightier? Or it only makes you feel better? (: You really need to learn how to survive. Yes, this is for you now. (: You might explode, you might get so angry you wanna strangle me, *Hahahaha* cause i'm being really sarcastic, somehow. But yes, it was a saddening story that I've lost one of my reliable friends whom I used to trust and rely on so much. I know this post might lead to an ending of a friendship or perhaps something better like, still being a hi bye friends and always fake smiles. I swear it isn't exactly all I wanted, but you have gone beyond my limits and I'm annoyed.

Well, honestly, people should learn how to not take the other's advantage and still keeping one's dignity.
Friends come and go. The story started off with five people, and slowly became four, then the bonding wasn't as strong as it used to be. She came back into my life and now you went off without saying any goodbyes.

2011-06-06T13:06:00.000-07:00

I ran out of words. Things are failing me and I'm keeping myself hidden, more.

It gives me motivation and yet, so saddening. In fact, it tore me apart knowing it.

Months ago, I couldn't make a decision and was constantly fighting it back but now it seems that they failed me and I need to be selfish.

To be real honest, I am very satisfied with the life I lead now, although apart. but when it comes to making a decision, I would still choose to be apart. We all have our own responsibility at different stages and that's my priority, without neglecting the others.

I couldn't deny the fact that when you're above most people in whatever *co-curriculum, studies, socials, etc* things will be harder for you as certain people are just jealous and envious they create their own 'mighty' thinking, trying to insult you in 9834567231 ways and influence the others who are, well, aimless. Pfft. I don't fancy or adore. *Since people are being mean and vain, then I am, too*

Well, you might be satisfied with the fun bullshit life. Then I'll pray that you've got the LUCK in future to be successful. (:

I don't ask for more but I didn't request it to be kept among you.

Oh thanks for the motivation anyway, who knows it's so effing useful I've got myself straight A's for both trials and SPM. Then I'll show my butt and pat the dust in your face, people. :)

I smile, for you people.

How sympathetic.

I wanna paint a pretty rainbow on the sky, stop the rain and make the sun shine. Are you with me?=

2011-04-18T03:50:00.000-07:00

Random fact #5about me: Please beware of me. HAHA! I can be gorgeously lovely❤ and sweet, I can be utterly evil and nasty. >=) I'm hyperactive that's why you can see me skipping when I walk, laughing insanely after I grabbed your hands and hold you beside me, hugging my friends and requesting them to pamper me like a spoilt brat. HAHAHAHA! Well, there's too much about my randomness❤and awehhhssomessss❤. I'm always irresistible you will never find me annoying cause I'm worth to be l❤ved. HAHAHAHAHA. It's up to you to find out more about me. (:

ANCHORZ CHEER TEAM. (:

Back row, from the left: Soo Xynn, Xiao Ran, ME, Wei Yee, Kai Xin and Lai Hoong

Front row: Soo Jean

So, last Saturday was our school's first International Understanding Day! (: Anchorz cheer team performed for the opening and awwwww thanks for the aweehsomenessss❤, my beloved teammates. (: We actually rocked the stage! Although one of the stunts did a slight mistake, *we cradled earlier :p* but we still received awesome comments cause we're one of the best performance among all! Sharp motions and energetic enough! Wooots. This will always be memorable as this would be our last performance together as Anchorz cheerleaders. ): Hahahaha.

Well, I really do hope there's a next time for me to wear my costume. (: I really do hope one day, I'll be able to base again.

Just taking some random pictures. (:

Well, we were doing shoulder stand for the pictures below.
WARNING: Kids, please don't do this with your friends at home. :S

Tada! ❤

Xynn: AMANDA!! AMANDA!! @____@
*She panicked and went searching for my hand!*

Pikabooooooo!

Now, I see, you saw me right? What's wrong with my smile?! Hahahahah.
Well, I was actually pursuing them to base me. Hehehehe. ❤

Even a form2 little girl can base me. So tell me, you wanna guess my weight? HAHAHAHA
zomg I'm joking. ): I'm fat. Like seriously. I'm heavy and now i decided to not sleep after I eat. :p

We'd gone through sweat and tears, joy and excitement.
We panicked, we cried, we lost our direction.
but we picked up ourselves as a team and give you the best routine.
Cheerleading gave me a memorable 2010. Being one of you all filled my days. (:
Now it has come to an end but I'll still have the spirit within me.❤

Well, after our school's IU Day, I rushed to British Council and awww❤ my friends were praising that the details of my eyes' makeup were very pretty❤ and I looked beautiful and dashing. Nyahahahahaha. Was kinda excited because I always feel insecure with my naked forehead. HAHAHAHA!

Black, Blue, White.
Together we unite.
Come on crowd lets hear you shout! (:

Beware of vain photos of mine. Hahahahahaha.

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You just need to L❤ VE the details! :D :D

Okay, end of the post. I'm just doing this to cover up my previous post which is yes, i know, extremely childish and lame. I regretted so much after I updated my blog with that post. Hahahah. I hope I didn't scare away all my readers. Hhehehee. (: Yeah, I'll just have to admit that, that's the another side of me. HAHAHAHAHA.

Sorry if this post is kinda messy cause I was so tired after school I am rushing it. :P

Goodbye ladies and gents. ❤

XOXO

Don't talk to the moon, I wanna talk to Mars, Bruno Mars.=

2011-04-15T03:48:00.000-07:00

Random fact #4 about me: I actually name the little things around me, especially cute stuffs! :D I do think about how nice if cute things speak, talk and act like a human. It's just that they're small in size but still, they have their own families and live with human in peace. (^.^)V ~~I think I watched too much cartoons when I was small~~. (: I would ❤ to live with an evil but cute pink bunny and an innocent blue bunny❤ HAHAHAHAH, it's a good thing to imagine and be creative right? (: Pleaseeee grant me them.

Finally, after 74392860 years. I found a name for my DSLR! :D It was last week when my Physics teacher asked us about catapult field.

*FYI, catapult field is the interaction of two magnetic fields that produces a resultant field*

I ~~wasn’t paying~~ my full attention and I was like what? Catapuff?! Zomg, so cute! Then the next second I thought of naming my DSLR catapuffor maybe kettlepuff❤. HAHAHAHA. Max cute right? I know. Ngehehe.

Now, say hi to Mr.Cata/Kettlepuff! :D Or maybe Mr.Puffy. Oh oh maybe Mr.PuffPuff. Hahahahaha. :D

I know some of you might go speechless and thinking wth this seventeen years old girl is still acting like a kid?! HAHAHAHAH. Who cares, I’m young in heart! :P I need to release stress that’s why it’s 4.36a.m. going to school tomorrow and I still go blogging. :p

Now, I’m gonna update this blog with something hmmm… something… Well, just scroll down okay! :D

Opps, well so this is the thing I was mentioning! :D It's useful when there's no electricity in your house and you can't find any candles so here comes the hero of the day! (:

Let Mr. EPB *Evil Pink Bunny* shows you the way to use this cute emergency light!

Note: Please keep this away from kids below 3. Strong lighting will hurt your eyes. (:

Well, I can't believe that I'm doing such post at this time. @_____@ I seriously can't believe that I'm posting this. Please don't bomb me with ridiculous comments HAHAHA cause I just wanna link the topic to the Random Fact About Me. :D

Gonna go to school later and looking forward to Saturday, SMK SBS SKK first International Understanding Day! All the best, everyone. ❤

May today be a good day for you all readers. (:

XOXO

The whole world seems depopulated, I'm confused and I think I need you.=

2011-04-10T01:42:00.000-07:00

Random fact #3 about me: I love to eat, I eat everything I want without limit and I never go on a diet. (: BUT there's something I hate about eating is the chewing and swallowing part. Well, I'll eventually get sleepy when I eat cause I'm repeating the same action over and over again, over and over again, whether it's involuntary or voluntary. I always feel like ~~dropping my head on my meal.~~ :P I seriously feel like sinking my face inside.Well, still I never did anything silly before cause thinking that I'm too lazy to wash my face after that, but I always wanted to do that. :D Anyone wants to join me someday? Pleaseeeeeeeee*with cutest face and puppy eyes* HAHAHAH.

Well, celebrated Wei Yee's birthday with ze gang last week. (: Reached home at 12 midnight and was so exhausted. @_____@ Took pictures wherever we go and had a little shopping. Hehe.

Wishing you all the best in the year to come.

May your days be filled with sunshine and beautiful colours,

your nights be filled with comforting dreams and wishes to come.

Happy birthday, gorgeous lady. (: BFF. ❤

What is big, fat and purple?

What about pink, tall and long? (:

Or maybe blue, small and furry? :P

Well, what's yellow, with pants and square?

Last one, what is gorgeous, charming and lovely❤?
HAHAHAHAHAHA. :D :D

Hello readers. (: It's Sunday again. I can't believe that I actually did nothing useful last week. Well, it's kinda saddening, I feel guilty. :S But yet, I enjoyed the days. Went to watch a badminton tournament held at SMK Taman Connaught last week after school as I promised Gabriel and William that I would be there to support them, and of course, the school. :P They won champion and second place for guys under18 for both single and double! Well, I know it's because of my presence. HAHAHAHA. Joking. :P Oh and another tournament at Cheras Stadium Badminton, went to support EE cause he invited me again. (: He freaking stole people's pass and gave one to me. Shooo cute right?❤ Hahahaha. Kesian that guy. (:

Well, I tried a different hairstyle to school last week and I'm insanely in love with it. Thanks to Yee Yan! It's very lovely. ❤

Front view. (:

Side view.

Wheeeeeeeeee, now you see the lovely braids she did. ❤

There's something bothering me these days. Should I move back, stay at the edge of the cliff or move forward and sink myself into it? Well, I seriously miss you a lot.

XOXO.

Look at me, treasure my smiles, it might be the only sunshine you see all day. =

2011-03-29T00:50:00.000-07:00

Random fact #2 about me: I will act like there's something I want to whisper to you, then when you come closer to me, I'll burp beside your ears. Then, I'll smile sweetly to you. Cause somehow, heeeee, I think that it's unworthy to waste my burp. HAHAHAHA. Heeeeeeeeee. ❤

Wheeeeeee, I changed my profile picture! And this will be my current pp for my Facebook account. Was feeling so excited cause it's been ages since I changed it and the previous one made me fed up. Hahahaha. :p

Thanks for all the likes and comments, people. It's very sweet of you all. :D

Well, many of them approached to me through Facebook chat and said I look awesome and charming, etc. Well, I personally ❤ it when people praise me. Heeeeee, then I'll blush and adding 'feathers' to my 'wings' I feel like flyinggggg! Hahahahaha, well, who doesn't like to be complimented? :p

Among all the compliments, there's this guy (I'm not sure whether should I reveal his identity. Hahahaha, okay so I'll name him as Lyjh), he gave me the most ❤-warming comments that instantly struck me. (:

MUST SEEEEEE! HAHAHAHAHA. :D

Lyjh: You changed your profile picture. I like the way you smileee. :D hahaha... Confident sangat. :p

Me: Awwwwwwwww, thank you, Lyjh. It's very very sweeeeet of you.

Lyjh: Ahaaaaa.. It is really different compared to the other pictures of yours.

Me: Serious?! I thought all my smiles are the same like my current profile picture?!

Lyjh: Smiles are the same, but your latest profile picture shows me that you finally grown up? And I kinda feel like this smile is your true smile. :D I dunno how to say lah, just best smile among all your pictures ever? Hahahaha.

Me: HAHAHAHAHAAHAH. :D

(Then we continued with a little random chat and for your information, I'm a very random and vain person sometimes, hahahahaha, ~~SOMETIMES~~, i say. I told him, I'm always irresistible❤

HAHAHAHA! but honestly when I'm being vain, i was joking, ~~mostly~~. HAHAHA. :p)

Lyjh: I think it's because of your personality, which touched me. Hahahaha, cause it's not that everyone has the personality as you. Although some do have but in the end, they seem to be like 'failed'. But you are kinda different la. Hahahahaha, anyway, I wish you to continue to be different.

There's too much in our lives, in this world to be appreciated, to be treasured. When you actually failed in something, it doesn't mean it's the end of the world although it might hurts you deep inside and you're thinking no matter how hard you struggle or work for that particular thing, nothing's gonna help and you feel like everything is meaningless. Well, I've been through much and seriously, whether you want your days to be sorrow and heart-aching or wonderful and hopeful, it depends on how well you can change your perspective towards things and how well you can finally adapt to the environment and situation to make changes and live to the fullest. (: There was once, I was feeling so depressed at the previous second then something instantly struck me, I felt like I'm awake, felt the adrenaline rush in me and everything seriously changed then I feel GREAT the next second! This feeling is so powerful I really don't know how to describe it. (:

Well, I love my smiles. (: Heeeeeeeee. Appreciate things around you.

Well, I did mentioned that last Saturday was my school's jogathon day and yeah, I was determined to win again this year but still, I went to run spontaneously without any training before that day. Hahahahaha. Curious about my results? Wait, I'll show you later. Heeeeeee.

Sapphire rocks, Imma telling you. (:

With Sapphire's supporter, Mr. Blue Rabbit. <3

Xintao and Clement said that I look VERY CUTE that day. :p

Yes, seriously i look different with my hair tied up and with my hair down.

But i still do look like me. HAHAHA. (: (:

Hohohoho, think you saw what was I holding in my hands right? Heeeee. (:

Hmmmm, I think it's our first picture together after ages. (:

Hahahahahaha, now I'll end this post with a very epic photo of mineeee.

Got #8 for girls under 18. (: Same like last year.

-__________-

Well, I'm manusia yang seimbang I should go to Athens, people there will love me. HAHAHAHAH. (You'll get what I mean if you study Form4 History)

Have a nice day readers, XOXO.

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So listen up, baby girl wanna play, LET HER GO! =

2011-03-25T11:51:00.000-07:00

Random fact #1 about me: I cannot sleep before 12a.m. I have to go to bed after 12a.m. to keep myself awake the next day. :P I prefer sleeping at 3 or 4 in the morning cause I will be super energetic the next day. :D If I accidentally slept before 12 midnight, I would seriously yawn a lot, have slightly swollen eyes and always hoping that teacher won't be entering the class so I could take a nap. :S

Just drop the phone, came here to do, do, do do

This week has been good to me. ❤ Thank you so much, life. (: XX

Now, there's something that constantly makes me look forward to school everyday. Hehehe and I ain't gonna tell you about it. BLEH. :P Well, I got so motivated and instantly feeling so STRAIGHT A+! Yes, that's how i feel and just ignore it if you don't understand. :p Hahahaha!

Oh ya, I'll be adding random facts about me at ze beginning part of the post. Never ending random facts till I decided to not blog! Nyahahaha.:D Okay i know this is a short update. hehee.

Wheeeeee, tomorrow's carnival in school will definitely be super awesomeeee and oh I'll be running for jogathon. zomg I am so freaking excited I wanna scream heeeeeeeee. :p Wish me luck. Ah, thank you. ❤

You're a catastrophe in my life, a shame in me.=

2011-03-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

Well, you taught me a lesson. You brought me up to face this world.

Thank you so much, I've grown up much.

Goodbye, lets not see you again. (:

Bwahahahaha, hello to all my lovely readers! Amanda Leong is back to the blogging world. *CHEERS* (: So many of you have been asking me to invite them into my blog cause I made it private, awwww, I'm so sorry guys. :p I didn't invite anyone even me myself didn't spend anytime going to my blog anymore. I'm so fed up with the contents in this blog I cannot even bear to look at it. But now everything is fineeeeeeee, hehehe. (:

After all the incidents, realizing all the fools and lies, I'm so glad that I put myself up and stayed strong. Yes, to be honest, I'm very proud of myself. Things are extremely complicated and saddening. My life was miserable and dull but realizing my responsibilities and all, I know this is seriously unworthy cause I know I deserve a lot better than this. At least, as a girl, I am still keeping my pride and dignity. The more I get to know about the truth, the tougher I got. Although I've been through all the struggles, tears, mood swings, heartache, I knew everything is going fine, cause in life there's so many wonderful stuffs for us to explore, success is awaiting me anyway. hehehe. :p I am determined to live better than anyone else, to achieve what everyone is aiming for, to be successful in things. :D

I seriously felt grateful to have all the lovely and caring friends around me, for being supportive, for being concern of what happened to me. Oh, and my beloved mother who is willing to listen and to console me.❤ Thank you people hehehe, love you guys so much! Yes, I sacrificed my relationship WILLINGLY, but yet I seriously gained a lot, real lot in return. Trust and respect from my parents, the smell of freedom till the moonlight shines. I'm getting along better with every friends around me and joining as much activities as I could now. OH OH, well, hehehehe, my intervention test results are out! I got 2nd in my FORM!❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ My parents are buying me an iPhone5❤ HAHAHAHA. HOW CAN I NOT LOVE MY LIFE?!

Woahhh, can you feel the aweeehhhhh-someeenesss! Hahahaha. :p Life is so beautiful and wonderful. I'm seriously grateful and happy with what I have!

After trying hard and trying all my best, I'd completely get over it cause it completely destroyed me. Just because of this reason, there's a force pulling me back up to face the reality and eventually I accepted it and healed suddenly! This is very unworthy for me to keep myself blindfolded, too sarcastic for me to hide myself in sadness, what a shame in me if I continue to live in despair. Well, I know how to manage my stress and thoughts well. I know how to handle my problems, cause I know how to face them with courage and responsibility.

One of the wall posts that really cheered me up. Hehehehe. (: Thank you so much, Julian!

Hehehhe, I know on one won't love me cause I'm gorgeously lovely you know. :p Oh, just shut up.

Love this status MAX! :D :D You rock, Sebastian!

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Hmmm, these three are only a small small part of all the caring messages I've received. I don't know how to show my greatest gratitude to everyone of you. Hehehehe. Love! Thanks for all the calls, all the encouragements and all the support! Hehehe, I know my lovely ladies and gents sacrificed their HOURS on me. :p I would seriously appreciate all of you. Yes, and please be proud of me cause I'm still being as cheerful and charming as ever!

❤ LIFE MAX!!!!

P/S: Going to rock nine school carnival tomorrow!! Woots, then will be hanging out till late night and have dinner with someone special! (: At least he kept his promise to me. Nyahahaha. :D

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Back to December. =

2011-02-01T05:22:00.000-08:00

Now, goodbye January and HELLO February!

#1212 (My secret code. :D )

和1212聊天过1次见面过2次，哈，果然是1212。
当时的认识，介于当时候无聊没事干，无意识间找到你，三八了起来。
当然，条件是你也是能够三八得起来。哈哈。
说了解你，根本谈不上。
不过，从你身上，我看见我本身没有的它。
它-自然的笑容。
你曾说你不希望别人看见你不开心所以你时时刻刻保持笑容。
我想说你的笑容依然让我感觉好自然，好亲切。
我想你身边的朋友应该也会感觉到。
所以好好把这份笑容传承给其他人。
当你长大了，烦恼多了。
希望你的笑容，也能够帮助自己。
我与你应该没什么机会见面。
能够偶然遇见笑容那么灿烂的你。
我觉得已经很不可思议了。
新的一年，愿你可以笑一笑，精彩连连。

-谢谢你，Khongweilun 学哥。(:

Ops, miss me? (:

I'd lost the enthusiasm to blog since school reopens. Just forgive me people. :p

I don't know what's going on with me these days.

I need support and encouragement to lead myself.

I want to be one of the 241 students among the 600,000+ students who scored

straight A+.

Well, most importantly, I miss my baby boy.

kthanksbye, everyone. (:

Love me, not.=

2010-10-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

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我需要一个他

来守护我飘浮不定的一颗心。

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I love Xueji!! =

2010-09-11T09:38:00.000-07:00

第二十四届雪隆区学生记者队

成长营之忍着冒险之旅2010

感动，落泪。我回来了。

只想继续为学记奉献。

加油！

Stay tune for more. (:

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Here, spell this. Qwertyuiop. =

2010-09-06T11:53:00.000-07:00

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Hello, sayangsss. ❤ I think I'm back to the blogging mode. Hehe. (: but obviously, the amount of readers decreased. Shouldn't have stopped blogging for months. Never mind, I know you will still be here, like always.

Hmmm, I don't know why people around (Get to know them through camps and events) are asking me the same question these days, and every time I tell them the truth, most of them didn't believe me, giving me the suspicious look. I hope you won't be the eleventh person to ask me this. Hahaha. (:

Them: Hey, do you have a boyfriend now? or Hey, are you single or in a relationship? (:
Me: Single.
Them: Serious? O.O You're single?!
Me: Yeah, of course. =____= Do I look like I have a boyfriend?
Them: It's kinda unbelievable that you don't have a boyfriend since you're so attractive/ pretty/ sweet-looking.
Me: Well, seriously, I'm not in a relationship lah. :P
Them: *Still don't believe*

Hello, people out there! I'm still singleeeeee. (: No, I'm not promoting or whatever but I'm just sick of this question because non of them believed me! Ahhh. But well, hahahahaha, thanks for the compliments, sayangssss. ❤ Heeeeeee.

Last time, everyone used to say that I look much younger than my actual age and it actually upsets me, sometimes. But sometimes, I love it because at least I will look much younger when I get older. HAHAHA.
Now, they said I look exactly like my age or maybe acceptable. Even worse, 40% of them said that I look like I'm seventeen. Is this a compliment or what? Hahaha, I don't wanna look old. Eeeee. :P
Hmm, I think I stressed myself a lot this year. Better not.
Hahahahah! :D :D

我的亲爱的你怎么不在我身边?
Goodnight, world. ❤ Off to bed.
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Hello, Donkey-is-lame.bs 2010.=

2010-09-03T14:07:00.000-07:00

It's been some time since I update my blog. For some reasons, I started to dislike blogging, I started to abandon my blog, I started to ignore what others blogged.
However, I miss those days when I love blogging.

It's September now.
I used to stayback everyday until 4.30p.m. for cheerleading activities, preparation for SBS One Day Camp 2010, choral speaking and co-curriculum.

SBS华文学会

第二届“佳言加簇”一日营

营长

Anchorz cheerleading team. (:

Everything has ended now. Even my xueji year is coming to an end. Gonna get ready to be a senior. (:

2010Xueji B24099

Now, I go home early everyday.
I'm used to those busy days and It always makes me feel sad.
It's gonna be a new year. And you know what? I'm typing chinese words now. :)

2010很多很多，很深很深的回忆。
全都是为忙碌而奔波的记忆。
你说，我是否忽略了一些真挚的情意？

我不想点缀这一刻难得的宁静，也不想把话说得天花乱坠。此时此刻，我只想喝醉。
我狠下心肠，不乱哭泣，
心绪不乱飘荡，不乱放弃。

只对自己许下一个承诺，证明给所有人看：
我，是一只披着羊皮的狼。
表面上看似脆弱，无助。但，这并非事实。
你无法想象，我的坚持转变。
你无法想象，我的能力。
你无法想象，我的实力。
你无法想象，我的领导能力。
你无法想象，我的意志力。
你无法想象，我的忍耐力。
你无法想象，我的一切。
你也无法想象，我的爆发力。

只要我有决心，我就能呼风唤雨。请你，注意。(:

只是有时，少了一些些勇气，
但我还是，坚持到底。
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对你们，我确实狠下了心肠，因为你们，太不值得我去陪你们流浪。
我的目标在远方，不想像你们一样轻浮猖狂。
我们几年的情谊，我不想忘记，但我不会刻意再去留意。
还有，请别刻意随我脚步跟去，因为我都非常在意。
结果如何？你的心里最清晰。

我知道我们互相在意，互相关心。
只是此时此刻，与你保持距离，才能令我开开心心走下去。
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一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪
更需要一个人来点亮天的黑
我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

只想对你说，

对不起，
我没捉紧你。
放弃了两次的机会，才懂得去珍惜。

Blog updated at 5.07a.m. on 4th September.
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Poms. (:

2010-06-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

Just a short update here. (:

Congratulations, Amanda Leong.
You've got yourself a number one in 4A again. :D

I love you. Goodnight.

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow =

2010-06-13T11:57:00.000-07:00

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day.

William Shakespeare

Wow, I really made every hour in my days count instead of counting every hour in the day. (:

9 days in a row fully booked with activities and events. :P Tiring ones. But it's worth it. :D

I've spent more than half of my holidays buzzing here and there.

It's like wow, looking forward for the second week for the coming camps. :P

Showing that my first week has ended.

5/6 = SBU Camp then will be heading to XueJi Bao Bei camp. :P
5/6 - 8/6 = XueJi Bao Bei Camp.
9/6 - 11/6 = Cheerleading camp. (:

12/6 = VI gathering, shopping at Genting Highland!
13/6 = Genting, 6G '06 gathering.

---FIRST WEEK ENDED!---

Yes, I know you all miss me. (:
Don't you? :D

Time flies, people go in and out of your life.

Please, never ever miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they actually mean to you.

4/6/2010

YES!!!!!!!!
I know we all will have our holidays tomorrow. (:

5--8/6/2010

Fate.❤

9--11/6/2010

12/6/2010

You don't want to fight with me. (:

13/6/2010

6G '06 rocks!!!!
Oh, that's our class teacher and the principal too! (:

Always will be the best pal ever. (:

Sook Yin my dear. (:

Girls, meet Bryan Choi. (:
He used to be my ~~crush~~ when I was form 1. Hahaha!
Handsome giler.

Aun Chian. (:
Thanks for organizing tall guy.
You make me look short. =__________+

Well, I only uploaded some of the pictures here, only 1%. XD There's still pictures with the others but I'm so lazy to get it from them. :P So, whatever lah. (: Facebook banyak. XD

“We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams.''

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go. =

2010-06-02T10:03:00.000-07:00

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why.
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5/6 = SBU Camp then will be heading to XueJi Bao Bei camp. :P
    5/6 - 8/6 = XueJi Bao Bei Camp.
9/6 - 11/6 = Cheerleading camp. (:
          12/6 = VI gathering, cheer performance, shopping at Genting Highland!
          13/6 = Genting, 6G '06 gathering.
          14/6 = Sunway Lagoon!! XD
15/6 - 16/6 = Most probably having SBS '10 Camp meeting.

17/6 - 19/6 = Xueji Camp! :D

20/6 = REST REST REST REST! @.@

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
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Wow wow wow.
Well, it's fun to lead a hectic life but I think I'm having breathing difficulties these days. D:
I'm glad that midterm is over. (: Yes, finally.
However, there's still tons of work to be completed in such short time. D:
At this moment, SBS Chinese Camp and Cheer National '10 will be my priorities. (:
One more thing, I need to clean my room. Argh. @.@ Most ~~irritating~~ and the most ~~annoying~~ chore to do. :P
I think I should take it seriously when I decided to clean my room this time. :P I will never ever get to clean my room when my holidays start. Woots woots, looking forward for the two weeks of holidays. :D :D
Sadly, I'm unable to enjoy my holidays at home blogging and even unable to sleep in my own room for 6 days in a week. @.@ I will surely miss my little tiger, Mr.Brownie and Numero. D:
My holidays are fully packed with camps and events and mummy is blaming me for attending so many activities. Hahahaha. Well, as long as I'm happy with my own hectic life. (:
So, these are what I will be doing during the holidays. XD

Two weeks holidays, fully occupied with so many camps and events. Wheeeeee. :D :D I'm extremely excited about it. Hahahahaha! XD

Goodnight, everyone. :D
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I need my bed. (: and a sweet dream. =

2010-05-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

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Ionic bond is a chemical bond formed through the transfer of electrons from one metal atom to a non-metal atom.

It comes across my mind when I thought of Anchorz today.

One thing I really appreciate is, the friendship formed with the Anchorz members (: but the best thing is to be able to be with Wei Yee, Soo Jean and Yvonne. ❤

Sooo Jeann, don't always bully me as I'm highly flammable. :P You know, the two flames on my shoulder? Heeee. :D

Coincidentally,

❥ They wore red, blue and green that day which represents the colours of Power Puff Girls. =.=

❥ She has short hair, she has long wavy hair and she has shoulder-length hair.

❥ With fringe.

❥ They wore skirts.

❥ Long sleeves, sleeveless and short sleeve.

❥ Naked feet and legs.

❥ Bright charming smiles. :D

Having heart-to-heart conversations with the whole gang including Koon Thong, Jeff, Tiong Chin and Miow are the best moments during schooling days. We, gossip, gossip and GOSSIP!

Oh and of course, we studied. Er, only when our exams are around the corner.

Just obey the rules and everything stays there.

I'm satisfied with people around me. (: I think everyone of us is a cell, the basic unit of life. We have our own group performing a specific function then these different groups worked together to form tissue. Hahaha. :D Although we don't always have the chance to be together but we will always try to get together. ❥

~~Hey, you. Yes you.~~

~~You're donated out.~~

~~It's about sincerity. It's not about showing off.~~

~~Why can't you just keep your mouth shut and stop acting innocent.~~

~~It's Ew.~~

~~Go on making stories. Shh.~~

~~You can see that we're not doing anything.~~

Finally, I'm able to catch a breath, blogging here after the few sets of test papers which kill. Yes, they kill.

I'm now pale, pimpled, hurt, exhausted, lack of sleep, red eyed, wounded lips, half dead.

I'd been staying up until 2 to 3a.m. midnight everyday and waking up at 6a.m. No joke. Test papers everyday for 2 weeks and there's still the third week to go. Surprisingly, I used up 3 whole new correction tapes in just 7 days. @.@ Reached home and continue studying without taking any naps and until midnight again. How torturing. D: Finally, I can have a sweet dream today. (:

Oh yeah, look at the picture above and focus on me. Yes, the one smiling so sweet. HAHAHAHA. =.= In case you don't know or you cannot differentiate. I'm standing at the center, not the one who's putting makeup on someone's face nor the one whose face being applied with makeups.

Just wanna show you guys my less-exposed-to-sunlight forehead. :D

That's all for today. (: Goodnight. 

~~* WTH SO FORMAL. HAHAHAHAHA*~~

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Are you sure? (: Fishball and Vege. =

2010-04-25T06:56:00.000-07:00

You better serve me first before the others enter the hospital. :D

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I thought it had come to an end.

But again, it happens on the 24th. ❤

This morning, he told me that it's 33 more weeks until my birthday. He said it's exactly 33 weeks from today.

❤

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Five Six Seven Eight, One Two. Oh where's Pooh?=

2010-04-17T07:49:00.000-07:00

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. "Pooh!" he whispered.

"Yes, Piglet?" "Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw.

"I just wanted to be sure of you."  

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在茫茫人海中转角，意外地让我访问你。

然后，随你搭上24号巴士。
沿途中，我没有埋怨，只是静静地看着你。
我不需要山盟海誓，天长地久。
其实静静地看着会让自己心动的人，会是最幸福的事。
你总是那么地受欢迎，总是成为他人羡慕的对象。
其实风光的背后承受了许多一般人都忽略掉的艰辛与付出。
看着你灿烂的笑容，我看见那被隐藏着的悲伤。
看着你眺望远处，我想说，这男孩啊，经历过多少不开心的事呢？
看着你总是拿着手帕抹汗，看着你总是坐在那里，认真的样子。
看着你眨眼，看着你慌张，看着你想拥抱我的模样。
想到转过头就发现你近距离地挡在我身前，想到你可恶的表情，
想到你把蜘蛛丢进来的场景，想到你不理睬我的背影，
都值得我去怀念。
窗外风景像往事，看过了就变成回忆。
我们在第十站下车。
记得在你临走前，对我说，

“谁说海鸟跟鱼相爱，会是一场意外呢？我们一定会搭到总站的。。”

❤

"Rebut me but so what. I only like one person and I love her too." :D :D

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2010-04-04T07:51:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOODNESS. :D THANKS TO DADDY AND MUMMY. I BOUGHT

CANON EOS 550D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHICH COST THEM 4K @.@ HAHAHAHAHAHA. I LOVE YOU MUMMY DADDY. <3 Hehehe, love you guys manyak manyak. Hehehe. :D :D
Ish, it has a freaking long lens O__________________O HAHAHAHAHA, TAKPE. I SUKA. HEHE.
I will take a picture of my beloved new pet and post it up here tomorrow! Stay tune guyssss. XD
Oh yeah, I have to think of a name for it. Oh oh~ :D

First, I'm trying to prove to myself that I'm a person.=

2010-03-28T08:27:00.000-07:00

I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent.

Then maybe I'll convince myself that I'm an actress.

I laugh so hard I almost choke when I think about myself.

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No matter how many times I used to tell myself to not give a damn on it.
But,
I don't want to make you worried or unhappy or whatever that bugs you, that's why I chose to rush out on time just to tell you Goodbye.

Is that what you want to tell me? To make me feel bad or what?
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Woke up and the first thing that I knew is, =

2010-03-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

There was milk and toast and honey and a bowl of oranges, in my bathtub. :P

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1. If I am given a chance to choose again, it will still be you.

People just don't get why, because you're incredibly special to me

and I meant it more than I could say.

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2. If I am given a chance to choose again, it will still be the same ending.

I just don't get why, stubbornly wasted years, not knowing that it could be so fragile.

I know I didn't handle with care.

Not blaming anyone or anything. Not even you.
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3. If I am given a chance to choose again, if only I could,

it would be treating myself like how I used to.

No, I am not going to U-turn, no.

I always have the perfect chances to treat myself like that. (:
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4. If I am given a chance to choose again, I will use my own Facebook account,

with the 'single' relationship status to start our first conversation.

And yes, I activated my Facebook account because of your friend request.

Everything's going well right now, Mr.J

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5. If I am given a chance to choose again, I hope I could see it from a different perspective.

(X)z = J and to the power of two.

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when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, =

2010-03-09T07:47:00.000-08:00

you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

The beginning of the shows are different. One time we'll say 'Hello, Denver'.

Another time we'll say 'Hello, Memphis'. It's always different.

I would like to say, 'Hello, Janon Chong'. :D

This is the reason why I blogged about him. He doesn't know about Donkey-is-lame. :D

I hope nothing drag him into this blog. :P

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This is Amanda Leong speaking. So, let me say hello to you all.

Spot me in the picture. Spot something orange. :D

一整个宇宙换一颗红豆。

It’s not because I’m lonely, and it’s not because it’s New Year’s Eve.=

2010-03-05T05:56:00.000-08:00

Tell me you care.

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Wootssss. Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah. Shake your butt babyyy. :D :D Finally got my ranking in my class! Oh yeah, shake your butt! :D :D

So, what do you think? I got first place in 4Angsana! :D Woooooots.

Sadly, I'm still sad. I don't know what's happening to me these days. Everything seems so shitty, so annoying. Everyone is so worried about me as I acted so abnormal today. I'm sad. Serious shit emo! I'm sorry guy, I will get over with things as soon as possible and don't worry, I will still always be hyper. Ngeks. :D

Anyway, I sincerely wanna say thank you to my best friends, Veng Sie, Sue Fen, Wei Yee, Sook Yi, Miow and Adrian Tang. ❤ Thanks for being there for me, like always. You guys are being seriously supportive to me. I'm so touched. D:

I know you guys sayang me a lot, especially Veng Sie and Sue Fen. I can feel it. (: Thanks for everything. I really appreciate it and I seriously treasure both of you. ❤ I love all of you manyak manyak! :D :D

This photo sucks but takpe. Heeee, ada Sue Fen, Veng Sie dan aku. :P

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Last but not least, Bradley bin Sendeli.
Thanks for being there for me when I was having the hardest time. When he was going to walk towards us, when your friends were rushing you to go, when I was trembling like I'm nuts and was about to tear. You insisted to stay by my side and told me that you will not walk away. It's lucky to have such good friend like you, Brad. ❤

Tell me you seriously care.

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I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you’re looking at me, =

2010-03-03T22:36:00.000-08:00

like I’m nuts.

Do you believe that there will be someone who will accidentally walked into your life and lived you up? :D Just, it doesn't happen on everyone or everyday.
He came into my life and everything seems moving in an incredibly fast speed. Well, some certain person are able to give you a very special kind of feelings in some way that you will then fall for them unintentionally and so true.
Mr.Fish oh Mr.Fish. Don't forget about our promises. (:
I believe in my feelings. I believe in you. I believe in your words.
Everything is so unpredictable. So unexpected.

It's today. 24th of February 2010 (:

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I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. =

2010-02-18T11:09:00.000-08:00

I miss you like hell.

You're one September baby. ❤

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Everything needs to be sacrificed and we can't have everything.

You sacrificed your teenage life to achieve the highest in sports.

NO shopping, NO gaming

and of course,

NO girlfriends.

(But I'm still trying to achieve this cause having girlfriend is fun) =)

You're making me nervous.

Girls come and go but only ❤ne of them will perfectly suit you.

Well, I think you are. Just have a feeling that you are. ❤

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Well, I'm one December baby. ❤

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Peeing in the pool is a normal thing to do.

Well, shitting in the pool is something extraordinary! :D :D

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I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain,=

2010-02-15T05:09:00.000-08:00

I’ve seen sunny days that I thought would never end.

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Most of you all might be complaining why isn't there anyone blogging? Okay you might not be the one but I am one of them who complaints. BLEH. Since today I got the day OFF from visiting uncles and aunties, I'm here blogging baby! Woootss.
Again, I changed my layout and added some cute stuffs for the side post titles. I'm lovin' them. Heh ❤ I don't know why someone so GANAS like me ended up changing everything pink for my blog. Hahahaha, but pink is so sweet and lovely. ❤ One more thing, ketchup isn't only for children. Boo! :P Ah, gonna change my header for a brand new year again! :D
Since there's 9 days of holidays not going to school, I'm going to try updating more often so that whoever balik-ed kampung returns home have loads to read. Ngeks.

14th February 2010

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine's Day people. :D

Since it's Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day, I supposed red is an ideal colour to celebrate this day right? So I decided to wear red. Ceh~ I just feel like wearing red. :P

I was wearing 3inches(at least)high heels that day. Favourite heels. ❤❤❤

Oh yeah, I went to arcade and walked one round and realized that this game is soooo cute. :D

Fishes will appear on the screen and you have to catch it with the net. Max cute kan? Hehe. (:

But it cost RM5 per game. Siao! @.@

Oh yeah, this game attracted me too! You have to build buildings so that the chickens can climb up and eat the food. :P Didn't get to play later the kids say this jie jie bully them. HAHAHA. XD

Watched two movies yesterday with family. Little Big Soldier and 14 blades. :D

Awww. :D :D Awwww. ❤❤ My husband.

Lee Hom is still as leng zai as ever. ❤

Oh baby, 你就是我的唯一。 ❤❤

Sue, this is for you and Vanessa. ❤ *Punch punch*

So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

Last but not least, just wanna share something..

 。LEGION。

Amanda with wings. Hehe (:

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So unaware, I foolishly believed that you would always be there.=

2010-02-12T07:02:00.000-08:00

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Ugasaga Ugasaga UGASAGA!

Even if my ❤ should call out your name in the rain.

Even if these arms should want to embrace you again

And even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain.

I’ll never fall in ❤ that way again.

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Hm, so our Penilaian Kokurikulum has ended on Thursday and overall is okay for me. :D I feel like running.

Oh yeah! I painted my toe nails ❤ It's pink-coloured leopard print.

Most of all, I'm selected to join choral speaking for our school team after the audition!!! *cheers* There's only 3 of us from 4Angsana are selected and I'm one of them. ❤ Heeeee :D Thanks God.

Woah, just done my last minute shopping for Chinse New Year and I bought 6 dresses in 3hours. Hahaha. Kesian mummy. Heeeeeee. ❤ But sadly, I'm late for Sanjiyven's birthday party. I'm so sorry guys, I ffk-ed again. :X Especially San, I'm so sorry I couldn't make it to your party but my spirit will be there!! Nyahaha! :D My love to you never change! Wth. Hahahahah. XD

Happy Sweet Sixteen, sunshine :D

12th of February 2010.❤

Mojo, remember what you promised me today. ❤ Bleh I don't think you're comfortable.

But then there will come a day, when I will turn my head and you will slip away.

Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving=

2010-02-06T21:44:00.000-08:00

Keep moving, moving, moving, moving. :D

~~Don't look back.~~

If someone never buy you presents doesn't mean that they don't have feelings towards you:) ❤❤❤

He told me this. (:

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Good luck & all the best in our exams which both fall on the eighth. I used to have you texting with me.(:

Being happy :D doesn't mean that everything is perfect.

It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

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Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, =

2010-01-31T09:32:00.000-08:00

You're gonna believe them.

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Yo! :D I hope this post caught your attention. I have something to share here. (:

Amanda Leong Shu Yi went from being in a relationship to single. ❤

Phun Zai Xian went from being in a relationship to single. ❤

Both of us went from being in a relationship to single.

Hey, I know some of you might go either Ohmygod serious?! Why why? What happened? This is so unbelievable! like what mostly did to me, or, YAY! Finally both of you broke up and I'm gonna tease you which I never heard of it from anyone yet but who knows maybe there's someone like this. Some of you might also spread the news as if you could win anything from me. I don't provide handphones and stuffs. Anyway, I don't mind if anyone of you mention this in front of me but kindly please not bugging me with WHY, WHEN, WHERE, WHO, HOW. It's not necessary for you to know. It's annoying.

You might be laughing your ass off, let's do it together! Wooots. :D But hey, I still keep the sweet memories with him but you don't have it. Lalalala. Oi Phun Zai Xian, I will still love you as a friend! :D

Guys, I'm sincerely happy now. Trust me. (: Sorry for the late information, although I've been telling my friends whenever they asked about us. Just wanna make things clear, we broke up before 2010 and it's a month plus after our break up already. I'm totally as in internally, externally and spiritually fine. Absolutely okay. I found that the most hilarious part after I broke up is that I'm still unconscious until I go to bed only I realized that OHMYGOD I BROKE UP WITH ZAI XIAN.
Hahahahahaha. :D Go on and think that I'm still desperate for him. It's your brain and I can't care much You can laugh your ass off again and say that Amanda broke up with her boyfriend and I'm so happy. Go on. (: It just makes you look childish.

“I’m going to smile and show you I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even IF it kills me – I’m going to smile.”

I'm not sad for what is over, I'm just glad that it was once mine. Yes, he was once mine and it's enough(:

Thank you for everything, Zai Xian. :D :D Zai Xian, good luck in your finals. :D :D Find one day go out yumcha. :P

Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart do not know how to laugh either.

I remember what you wore on our first day

You came into my life

and I thought hey

You know this could be something

Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away.

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

And finally now, believing.

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The miracle isn't that I finished. =

2010-01-27T01:04:00.000-08:00

The miracle is that I had the courage to start.

Attention please, everyone :D :D

12 seconds for 100 meter. Wheeeeeee. Although it's been years I didn't join running. HEHE
Hope that I'm able to contribute for Sapphire. :D :D

Nona☂

You came into my life and I thought Hey, =

2010-01-15T08:35:00.000-08:00

You know this could be something.

Vice-president of Chinese Language Society.

Secretary of 4 Angsana and Xue Ji.
Treasurer of Cheerleading club and Sapphire.

。Because when you're SIXteen, it's a turning point.

I don't get them by luck but with the confidence in me.

So, the second week of school is going to end. In a blink of an eye, days passed. I'm not blogging often anymore since I have to work hard and get rid of my bad habits first. I don't have extra time spending in front of the computer or blog. D:Blogger.com, I'm sorry. I'm trying hard to get use to everything since I don't used to study everyday and do my homework everyday. Things changed so much as well as myself. Yes, you might be calling me nerd, it's your wish, Nerd. I don't care because you don't know where I'm standing and what's my condition and situation now.

I couldn't even TRY to procrastinate or study at the eleventh hour like how I did for the past three years. I'm a very busy woman now. :D Xue Ji's meeting is always on and it might be on the day just before my exam period starts. I don't have time to study if I don't study everyday from now. Heh (:

My life's changed. Mostly because I'm gaining more and more confidence. The past three years I had in SMK SBS with no post, maybe only a few which doesn't even matter. I'm turning from a nobody to a somebody.I aimed to change myself from inside and outside. I wanna be a leader. I'm no longer weak, peeps.

Thanks to Xue Ji, I'm brave enough to show people out there who I am. We don't wait for chances, we fight for them. I gained my confidence when I am selected to be a secretary in Xue Ji by volunteering my own because hey, don't be so useless. Try to get what you want! People out there is so aggressive and if you're not, you don't stand a chance. (: Never did I do that in the past. So, I started to ''collect'' confidence whenever I can, I raised my hands to volunteer myself again to be the secretary of my class and yes I'm chosen again. :D Later, my friends "ambushed" me by volunteering me for a treasurer post for my house, Sapphire although I told them I don't wanna try. =_________= I was so nervous and I don't think I will be selected. Thanks to them, I got myself another post. (: A treasurer of SAPPHIRE. At the moment, I felt that everything is full of hopes. The sky is so blue, this rose is so red. WTH. Hahaha.

Next, ~~unwillingly~~, I joined cheerleading this year because Ping Pong Club is packed and fulled. I was wondering, will I be able to get myself a post in Cheerleading club? Because I don't think anyone there will vote or nominate me but thanks to Soo Jean's sister who nominated me for treasurer post which I actually didn't notice her calling my name. I was so, yes, again, shocked when I saw my name on the board after looking around and scratched my head. Hm, go for it whenever there's a chance! With confidence, I talked about WHY YOU SHOULD HAVE VOTE ME AND TRUST MY ABILITY and I supported myself with the posts I got for the other societies. (: With no disappointment, I am selected again. (: Wheeeee. I was so freaking happy that I felt like puking because my head was spinning when teacher announced that I will be the treasurer of Cheerleading club this year. :D Lastly, the post that I've been longing for since form three. During our meeting for Chinese Language Society, there was like so many yelled my name for the vice-president post. I really wanted to get it and again I did my best to 'promote' myself when I'm asked to introduce myself. Making people trust me with my confidence. Now, I announce, I'm a vice-president for Chinese Language Society!I'll do my best guys! :D

Amanda Leong Shu Yi is no longer wanna be an ordinary member but a leader, I'm positively sure that I can take care of everything in a well condition and of course I will do my very best to achieve the highest, people!

Nona☂

A flower falls, even though we love it=

2010-01-03T05:22:00.000-08:00

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and a weed grows, even though we do not love it.

School's going to reopen tomorrow! Wheeeeeeeee. I'm looking forward to it. :D
But ahhhhhhh D: I don't wanna wake up at 6.00a.m. everyday. I don't wanna end my holidays.

HEHE.:D

Ah, I still haven't pack my bag. I still haven't find my lost pencil case and my miao miao purse. Somewhere around my house or room. D:

Gonna change my header to give my blog a new look. :DBlogger.com, don't disappoint me. :D

I need a new life, I need a brand new me, I need a plan to keep me awake.

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I'm going to smile and make you think that I'm happy.=

2009-12-26T10:03:00.000-08:00

I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry,

I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I'm going to smile.

All about ☂。

Don't misunderstand.

I had a dream on 23rd December 2009.

Iremember the crowded place where you lean against the fence, looking at the fireworks, waiting for me.

I was laying on your chest the next second and you were asking whether did I miss you. Hehe. ❥

I said no but you looked so cute telling that you missed me a lot while combing my hair with your fingers.

I looked up at you and you asked it.

I can sense that it will be true. :D Ask for it, dude.

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Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince, and dinner like a pauper.=

2009-12-24T07:00:00.000-08:00

Tell me what you eat, and I will tell you what you are.

Released. Released. Released. Released. RELEASED.Released. Released. Released. Released.

PMR results.

I always used to have Vanessa beside me whenever I have to receive my results but she wasn't with me today. It will be like this, EVERYTIME. One of us will be shouting Ohmygod ohmygod and the other one will be I'm so scared I'm so nervous. Then the other one will be mm sai gem gan jiong! Mou si geh! Mou si geh! Then we will calm ourselves and Vanessa will always show me her I-wanna-cry-already face to me. HAHAHA.I was actually showing my extremely-nervous face to Amelia today. Sorry Am! HEHE :D

So, I bet you readers will be curious about my results right? No matter it's UNexpected or EXpected, click to enlarge if you wanna know. :P

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One, two, three, four, five, six, seven and eight. :D

Don't have to wipe your eyes, you're correct. There's eight A's. Wheeeeeeeeeee. :D Okay, some of you might be shocked but it just seems that you don't know me, completely and you might be saying that getting straight A's for PMR is very easy and I just got the luck. Yeah, I admit that getting A's for PMR is easy.What about getting straight A's in trials? ~~You wanna say that luck?~~ Heh.

SMK SERI BINTANG SELATAN
Zon Pudu

PERCUBAAN PMR

OGOS 2009

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight. :D

There's few days more until school reopens. I felt extraordinary excited because I need a new life, I need a brand new me, I need a plan to keep me awake. 2010 will be a busy year for me since I have to attend every xue ji activity next year and to maintain my results. I was kinda afraid of the new subjects I'm going to take. Everything's new! Sigh, hopefully I will get rid of my bad habits and get everything done well. I need to change things since everything has changed. I really need a new life next year.

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" Kena marah cause of what? Take care of her lo, don bully her. But if she does anything wrong lecture her,haha. "

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She doesn't even butter her bread; She considers that cooking.

2009-12-23T09:15:00.000-08:00

Oh, which means, I cook. :D

This is a very very very long post about Xue Ji, so if you're not interested about this. SKIP to the next post then. Hahahaha :D

雪隆区第二十四届学生记者培训营。奉献。

This is not an ordinary camp which allows you to have fun but a camp which trains you to be the next student reporter. Do not underestimate the camp. Never underestimate a student reporter, they are much better than what we expected.

We were led by our seniors who are just one year older than us *They are just sixteen* but I am so shocked with their ability in organizing, discipline, responsibilities and they have mature thinking and all. They don't look like a sixteen for you. By the way, I realized that my school's societies don't even have a good system at all even we're all led by the form fives. Hm, don't get offended so easily, please.

So, I was scolded for smiling since I stepped my feet in. I'm not smiling broadly but just a slight smile because I saw Rawang Boy was standing beside me, I thought I was supposed to smile to show some respect? I was shocked and stunned and I felt that my ears are getting red because it's hot. I never expect that every seniors there were so strict and scary. We will have to act very fast in doing something, if you don't, you will be scolded by the seniors as if you did something very serious. So, the first day was a very hard time for us.We were separated in 10 groups and whenever you reached a station, they will create obstacles for you when you don't co-operate or unite with your members. You might be thinking, what's so scary about this camp? Because you don't understand what's the camp about. Seniors will scold in a tone which will seriously freak your soul out whenever you did wrong or whenever you didn't. You just can't imagine how scary it was during the first two days. So, the whole day is about scolding juniors and freaked all of us out. By the way, we were not allowed to bathe in the first day. So, no bathing.

☂Second day☂ 

We woke up in the early morning and the first activity was marching. We were asked to run two rounds around a building but end up punished by them because we were slow, so there's total of five rounds. We will be punished if all of us aren't neat enough then we have to do the same action or punishment over and over again. They don't punish the one who did wrong but others who didn't. So everyone of us will be very careful not to make any mistakes. My legs are still aching now, I walk like I just had an operation for my legs. Ah, I think I should exercise more.

Next,

Hm, the next activity was what I enjoyed the most, we have to leave the school and interview people around the street about Sex Education. Ohmygod I realized that I love these kinds of activities. I don't even feel afraid when I have to approach to a person. I love being a student reporter :D Wheeeee.

Okay, our scariest activity was the water battle game. Most of us cried during this game including me, It's not that we cry because the seniors were scary, scolding us in a very very rude and unpleasant way or being punished. We cry because when we were punished or scolded by the seniors, our facilitators will step up and revolt. We experienced all kinds of complicated feelings and finally everyone of us started to conduct an introspection exercise. We learnt to love our mates, we learnt to co-operate, we learnt to contribute as much as we can for our group, for xueji.

I finally understood what am I supposed to go through before being a student reporter.

The camp.

Look at everyone's emotional expressions but we are the lucky ones.

Later on, we were given some time to bathe. Oh yes, I didn't manage to clean myself that day, every girl was rebut-ing for the toilet and we were given only 3 minutes to bathe, no no, to be exact, it's less than 3 minutes to bathe and sometimes, even if you just get into the toilet, they will shout and scold and knock your toilet door so hard that you will afraid that the door will be spoilt. I just washed my hair outside the toilet and brushed my body with two scoops of water with my shirts on. Don't worry, I still smell nice. :D

Next, was a session which all previous years' student reporters gather together.

Wheeee, they arrived. :D

Spot me and Tiong Chin. We were sitting beside each other.

Welcoming the guests who all are our xue ge and xue jie.

I love Hui Jing. ❥

She kept on stalking at me and introducing me to her xue ji friends. Hahahaha. Yee Ching even told me she was very excited and eager to find me. Awwww.:D Muacksssss, i love you. ♥

Oh yeah, coincidently, I sat at the first row and so does Hui Jing, facing me. I was so scared when she smiles or look at me, do you know why??? I was so scared of smiling to anyone in the camp already. I was scolded by the seniors 3 times during the camp and it is all because I smiled. Yes, I love to smile but I felt so scary to smile during the camp.

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Okay, Chuan Zheng xue ge even proudly told Hui Jing that he scolded me and made me cry because I smiled.

I will take revenge! Wahahahaha. :D

Oh ya! Lots of them thought that Hui Jing and I are sisters! Seriously many of them! HAHAHAHA :D

Hui Jing! Let's look in the mirror together okayyy. I know both of us have high forehead. ♥ Do you know what high forehead means? *Ngeks* We are both smart person. WAHAHAHAHA. Hor Hui Jing hor.

Hm Hm, our theme. :D

Our seniors' camp T-shirt. (: Their theme.

Our seniors' performance. I got so high looking at them. HAHAHA :D

This was the part where the atmosphere in the room went HOT! Our seniors were performing Sorry Sorry that day. They rockkkkkkkk okay! :D

Oh yes, we will share our feelings among each other every night. We can voice up our opinions and feelings among seniors and juniors. This part was always touching. It made me cried and it made my eyes bengkak on the third day. ):

Dumb dumb Kky. :P

☂Third day☂

We were not allowed to brush our teeth or wash our face when we wake up this day.This was the day everyone was longing for. All the seniors finally showed their real attitude today. They are actually fun and crazy! All of us had a great time together.

Hm, the third day was seriously fun because seniors were somehow proud of us because all of us have improvement. (:

HAHAHA! I was lucky I didn't play this game. :P

Okay, this is me wearing my Spongebob T-shirt.

The fun part of this game was the seniors suddenly challenged us in this, us versus them. HAHAHA.

I even get the chance to hit my senior with my shoe. Wahahahahaha! :D

(: (: We were all happy today! :D Big smiles on our faces.:D :D

Oh yeah, that's me :D

We only get to brush our teeth after the game. :D

Oh yeah, I'm not afraid of smiling on the third day. HAHAHAHA :D

This is not a bad situation. There was worse!

So, we have to wait our turn to interview after the activities. While waiting, we get to chat with the seniors. (: We get to play and joke with them. It was very very nice.

He always claim that he's cute. Yeah, cute. The cutest among his friends.

So, here goes to the interview. I was quite nervous waiting for my turn but thanks to 顺利学哥 who's there to joke with me. Eh, he's cute tau. HAHAHAHA. Perasan guy asks us to call him leng zai. HAHAHA. :D

Okay, let me introduce you, SBS's xue ji（s) Ohana means family. ♥

Hui Jing and Kah Yan. ♥

Kai Wei and my lovely Hui Jing. :D

I am really grateful that I've participated in this camp, to join into this one big family, although the camp was only held for three days, I know I've learnt many things from it. I can see that every seniors there really paid their very best and it's hurt to see them teared in front of us. OHANA means FAMILY and I seriously can feel that the seniors really sacrificed for us, sacrificed for Xue Ji. I know what I am doing and I know being a Xue Ji is the proudest thing to announce to everyone of you. No matter what kinds of difficulties I will be facing next year, I won't give up. Xue Ji's my new life now. :D

She's one of the seniors I like. Thank you very much, 嘉瑶学姐。:D

You're the best! ♥

He's 潘升学哥. Let me tell you, his voice is sexy and I told him that. HAHAHAHA. :D

Chuan Zheng xue ge, yeah, the one who made me cry. When i reached a station, he was standing there and looking at me, then I look back not avoiding, HAHAHA, then he turned back and I think he went to laugh. HAHAHAHAHA. He approached to me and asked me do I remember him on the last day. Hahahahaha, oh yeah, he remembers my name! We recognize each other because we went to Mei Shi Camp last time.

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If you're reading this, delete the video you took that day okay. Hehe. :D

Saw the guy on the right? He's the photographer.

He told me that he was kinda helpless because he knows that I was always get scolded because I smiled.

He said that I am always with my smiling face around. Hahahahaha.:D

Kah Yan! We are the same! Oh yeah, I was scolded by Kah Yan for smiling too. =X

HAHAHAHAHA :D

Next time it's my turn to scold my juniors for smiling. WAHAHAHAHA!

Most of all, thank you our facilitator, 顺捷学哥 who always bear with us and our problems. Thanks for treating us so well that we really felt guilty looking at you teared in front of us. You are seriously a good facilitator <3 I hope we won't disappoint you anymore. (: Thanks for the souvenirs you made for us all too! I love it a lot. :D

Lastly, 顺利学哥. See, I said I did mentioned about you in my blog. He's a very nice guy who allows me to call him 弟弟。Hahahaha, so, he's counted as my first junior even though he's two years older than me. HAHAHAHA. Jie jie sayang you for updating your blog okay. Heeeee :D Thanks for your companion before my interview! I call you leng zai if you update your blog again. Wahahahaha! Be outstanding and stay cool!

There was a senior approached to me and tell me :"学妹，你很有气质哦。"

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

THANK YOU :D

I'm Sin Chew's Daily student reporter Amanda Leong Shu Yi B24099. I'm a secretary. Wheeeee.
So, I'm proud of my new identity now :D I'm a student reporter. Maybe you don't agree about what I'm telling you now or maybe you don't even feel that being a student reporter is a proud thing to announce or maybe you don't even care because you're not. Ne ne ni bu bu. It's your loss not for unable to be a student reporter. Only few students, A FEW, will be chosen from some schools. You will have to interview and attend the camp after your PMR and you will officially be one when you're form four. So, if you missed this chance to be one when you're form 3. There's no more chance. I know and I'm sure that I can learn many things throughout the whole year in 2010. Xue ge xue jie, I appreciate everything you guys did for us. I will try my very best to attend every meeting and hopefully I won't disappoint everyone of you. :D

有些事情怎样说都很难让别人理解的。
因为就只有自己感触最深。- Kim Kim 学哥。

You just couldn't understand how exactly we feel, seriously.

坚持到底，他一定很爱你。

我爱学记！

Come up to me with a green tea ice-cream and a kiss.=

2009-12-16T01:25:00.000-08:00

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That would be great :D

To those who cannot view my complete profile.

I don't know what happened to my blog as some of my readers complaint that they can't leave a comment for me because my sidebar, yeah, sidebar is lost, disappeared, gone, missing D:Blogger.com, Do you know how upset I got because of this?! I've been decorating and editing my blog and now you tell me people cannot view my blog. Hmph! I don't know why some of you can view my complete profile and some of you don't. I think I've changed and added things which needed to load longer than usual but I thought it has nothing to do with the disappearance of my sidebar right? ): Hah, i know, your computer or laptop or whatever is lousy. It sucks.

Hahahahaha! Aw, sayang. Never mind I cheer you up with this. ^(00)^

Gahahahaha! My my, it's nothing about your lousy computer parts okay :D Muacks. Let me tell you what's happening to my blog. ❤

First, it seems that you're not using Mozilla Firefox right?

Why do you use Internet Explorer instead of ~~Gor~~Mozilla Firefox? IE is so slow it loads so long that takes ~~100000000000 BC~~ centuries. OH YEAH it even pops out some never ending windows. Ugh, isn't it annoying? =_______+

Firefox is so much faster and better. :D *Thumbs up and cheer*

☂ Mozilla Firefox ☂

See, told ya I can view my sidebar. Told ya Firefox users can view my complete profile. BLEH :P

☂ Internet Explorer ☂

This it what happens when I view my blog with Internet Explorer.

It sucks!!!!!!! *Ngeks*

So, tell me, you wanna download Mozilla Firefox or not? :D :D

DON'T WANT? T____T lazy? complicated? annoying? Troublesome? EXCUSE!

CEH, WHO CARES. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Ne ne ni bu bu :P

Okay la, you don't wanna update your IE to Mozilla Firefox right? Easy! Just click my latest post and my sidebar will appear :D

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CHEESE!! milk's leap toward immortality=

2009-12-14T14:42:00.000-08:00

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L❥vable.

☂ says:

*One day, a man struck by lightning when he was climbing on a tree.
*Why is he still smiling when he dies??

After all the crap and lame jokes..

❥αмαиdα じэσиğ ❥ says:
*Because when he kena strike, it kena his veins or whatever artery and POOF his mouth ''cao gan'' so he smiles. :D :D

☂ says:
*hahahahahahaha
*wahhhhahahahhahaahha
*wahhahahhahaha

*WRONGGGG

SHOW YOU MY CACATED FACE! =______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________+

This is not funny and I'm not gonna admit that you're A BIT smarter than me! :P

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HAM & EGGS - A day's work for a chicken; A lifetime commitment for a pig.=

2009-12-14T13:13:00.001-08:00

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What's the similarity between margarine and sperm? :D :D

-Answer provided at the bottom of this post.
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Oh ya, I will be attending the student reporters camp from 18th of December till 20th of December. :D Hopefully I will be qualified. :D Most probably, I will, I think? :D Lalalalalala.

学记培训营，我来啦！

Ah, I will meet my lovable Kky there too! Ohmygod both of us were so excited when we found out that we were going to meet each other there. Wheeeee :D I will often meet him next year!
Stupid guy always sweet talk BLEH. :P

What's wrong with this picture?
Nah, I saw Ham, sausage, bacon and egg.

Never design your character like a garden where anyone can walk .
Design your character like the sky where everyone desire to reach.
Complete your second mission with flying colours okay? Promise me. (:
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Answer : Lady's choice. :D

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. =

2009-12-11T07:43:00.000-08:00

Oh oh, I'm enjoying the trip. :D

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❥Today the candle factory burned down. Everyone just stood around and sang, 'Happy Birthday'.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
It's 12th December 2009 now!! :D
I'm officially 5teen this year. Not too old right, Jia-Yi? :P Thanks for the calls and the messages, ladies and gentlemen. (:

By the way,

Can you imagine how cute he looks like when he was saying, "Arghhh, i amlate =("
I received his call at 12.00a.m. sharp telling me that he was following the time showed on the TV News. :D
You're not late silly, you're the most accurate one, okay? Sayang you manyak manyak. ❥

Muackssssss. I love you. :D :D :D

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Keep a smile on your face and let your personality be your autograph. =

2009-12-10T07:36:00.000-08:00

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那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

I don't get why they complaint that they need freedom in their relationships.
And they complaint that they need a relationship when they get freedom.
Yeah, you that I'm talking about.

I don't.

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.

❥ The Gate Scene
The four elves reached the gate of Kokoland and saw that the gates were too thick. The friends discussed how to get in and Cookie volunteered to eat his way in since he loves chocolate. As he ate the chocolate gate, he grew stronger and stronger till finally Cookie could push the gates down.

Was mimicking Cookie. Heee :D Oi, I know that's that not a chocolate I'm holding.
Bleh. Keep quiet. :P

Woi, Phun Zai Xian, eat more chocolate la. Later you gain weight and become like Cookie.
Nyahahahahah! Choose green tea. Chef recommended! :D

You know an odd feeling? Sitting on the toilet bowl eating a chocolate candy bar.

Anyone did the same thing? :D

❥ The Rocky Tree Scene
The elves continued their journey, Buzz climbed up a Rocky Tree and perked up his ear to hear where Princess Chrissy could be. Suddenly, he heard a faint cry for help from the princess. He said :" Elven Beards! I think I can hear Princess Chrissy's voice. It comes from that direction."

❥ The Oreo Scene
An hour later, Goggles jumped up a pile of cookies and looked around. As he gazed into the hills, he caught sight of the princess waving from the balcony of King Chocopuff's castle.

❥ The Fence Scene
When the four elves arrived at the castle, they could not get in because King Chocopuff kept tall chocolate fences around the castle. Little foot, being the tallest among the friends said, "No worries, I can climb over these fences and carry all of you in. Let's rescue the princess!"

❥ The Rescue Scene
Blah blah.

Oh by the way, that's Princess Chrissy at my left. *Show annoyed faces*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. MUACKS! ❤

I'm looking forward to Christmas eve (: I'm going to buy loads of chocolates. Ngeks :D

❥ Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time.❥
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We will never fight fate, again.

2009-12-08T21:24:00.000-08:00

我其实很明白
梦醒了就不在
只是还挣扎着不让它离开
紧紧抓着的也都是空白

人总会苏醒，睁开眼睛的那一刻，就要学会面对现实。
我相信我们都有该去的未来
不该在原地徘徊
在沿海地带我预言离开
要更自由自在

不留在原地感慨 :D :D :D

。你爱我次一后最

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Arghh D:

2009-12-02T07:05:00.000-08:00

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I want my mushroom soup now. )))):
I finished 6 packets of them in two days. Craving for it. AH =D Oi, Phun Zai Xian, cook for me and bring it to my house. :D
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Smell the rain, feel the wind and fight for your dreams.

2009-12-01T07:33:00.000-08:00

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离开你六年，我要跑多快，才能填补我们之间的空白？

我有自己的北极熊吗? 我的梦想北极熊泡面梁舒怡。

❥ 2.12.2009 ❥

Happy seventh month anniversary baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

Eventhough you lost your voice and speak like a girl now, I will still kacau you later. Wahahaha!
I love you, Phun Zai Xian!!!!!!!!!!!! Muacks. ❥
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Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,

2009-11-30T01:26:00.000-08:00

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day.
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Phun Zai Xian is going to to Pulau Langkawi with his friends on Friday. Without me! ): How sad.
Monday Monday Monday, he's coming back on Monday, which means, I can't webcam with him this whole week!! D: WOIIIIII, I MISS YOU LA! ):
Monday? Hahahaha. :D Today's Monday, he's coming back. Wheeeeeeeeee. ❥ Bye I go phone him.

Lalalalalalalala. :D :D :D :D
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Best Genting Trip (23, 24, 25 October) :D

2009-11-06T05:51:00.000-08:00

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It took me few rotten years to finally uploaded the pictures :D

Koon Thong will be pleased, thanks for nagging, if not I don't know when will I get back to blogging :D

So, fifteen of us went to Genting Highland on 23rd, 24th, and 25th October. We were as excited as always because the Jati-ans had been talking about this trip since January!

It was the best Genting trip ever, you couldn't imagine how much fun we had during that three days (:

The first day was quite fun, though it's not very exciting. We're not heated up yet. One more thing before I start, Sue Fen wasn't on the way yet when most of us had arrived. =________= Kesian Tiong Chin and Mankiran who were following her. Aw, Sue, sayang okay :D
Ee Ching and I was following Soo Jean's car and we saw their bus on the way. we were eyeing on every red buses which could have the possibilities of having them inside and suddenly, Soo Jean shouted that she saw Kai Hoong sleeping in the bus. We were so insane and excited and even went to phone Koon Thong for their bus's number plate and the pink bus in front of their bus.

Aw, my boyfriend♥ wasn't able to go with me. How sad ): He left me alone, again. :P

Since we have so much time, before getting into the Haunted House. :D

I miss my boy when I saw the chickens. Hahahahaha :P

Okay, we bought our tickets and went into the Haunted House with fear. I started to feel extremely scared when we were sitting the spider car, going up. Well, besides all the screaming, we went singing =_____= and thanks to Wei Yee comforting everyone like a lovely mother ♥
Next, we split. The boys went to play PS while the girls went shopping around. Ended up my leg was bugging me to find a seat, so I went to find the boys and I was shocked that Kai Hoong offered me Starbucks! Hahahaha. (Wei Yee always claim that Kai Hoong was always stingy :P)

Then, we enjoyed a Dutch treat at a restaurant. (:

Hey, how's your relationship with Dylan Wong? XD

Thanks for the Starbucks, Kai Hoong. =D

We don't know where the others went. We just walked aimlessly and asked a guy who looked bored to take a picture of us.

Before we could go and check in our rooms, because Koon Thong's parents weren't able to reach yet, we went arcade then. And OHYA, most of us spent twenty cents on a machine to measure our height and weight! Hahaha, Jeff said he shouldn't be standing beside me because I make him look short. Wooots, 166cm for me :P Wearing my wedge. Hahahaha.

A prove :D

Don't you think it looks like a uvula? :D For boxing purpose one.

Wei Yee oh Wei Yee.

Unfortunately, hahaha, Koon Thong won Mr. Green! The green cow i think? Sadly, he dumped it in our room floor, abandoning it ): Hahahaha.

Oh, how come it's on your shoulder! :D

Okay, it's 8.30p.m. and Koon Thong's parents arrived. We rushed back to First World and check in. ：D

It was real bad to squeeze 15 peeps in a lift with luggage. All of them were so loud inside, producing carbon dioxide and competing for oxygen! I was so dizzy and our room is located at the highest floor, 28th floor. World Club room <3

I thought we asked for a connecting room but ended up it's not. So, Adrian, Koon Thong, Miow and I went down again to ask for a connecting room. Sadly, OUT OF STOCK. ):

Then, we went SnowWorld at 10.30p.m. That was insanely and idiotically FUN! You know, SnowWorld's the best for a group of teenagers :D

We competed to eat ice-cream inside, we squeezed all of us in a igloo, shouting, running, attacking each other. Hahaha.

Jeff : Madam, put peace(: *shows peace with two fingers, imitating the movie, Love Matter*

Smoke please *and he blows the air inside his mouth like smoke*

Hahahaha! We always did this since the day we watch the movie together at Sue Fen's house.

The best part was, after we asked the photographer to take a picture of us, another gang of Malay peeps were like, go away go away, then we moved to the side, still watching at them. Then they asked us to make some snow for them like it's snowing. We got so excited and crazy shouted 1, 2, 3 with them and threw the snow in the air. It was freaking funny that they stood up and attack us! Of course we won at last because they ran out. Hahahaha :D So, everyone of us bought this picture :D

Gr, this was what you will always see when you're inside the room. Hahaha (:

Sai Yan Tao Phun Zai Xian♥ didn't accompany me. :P

Okay, I didn't know why I slept so early for the first night while some of them were having party and karaoke session in the other room! I think most of them went to bed at 4 or 5 in the morning.

Next morning! :D

Only four of us are allowed to enjoy free breakfast for the first morning. (: So, we went!

Then Koon Thong's stomach is not feeling well so Wei Yee and I went to their room together. Miow was inside the room while Kai Hoong was doing his business inside the toilet. I felt so @.@ *vomit* when Adrian and Koon Thong were striving to be the first to go in after Kai Hoong. So EW kan? :X Hahaha.

We gathered up at outdoor theme park after all of us were done eating breakfast. We were so early that not many people were playing yet :D Excited excited!

Our first game! :D

We decided to play this first because usually we have to wait for a very long queue for this game.

Lol, everyone was rushing back when Leow's snapping pictures of us. XD

Oh, I ♥ this picture :D It forms a U shape (:

But where's Soo Jean, Ee Ching, Desmond and Jeff?!

Ngo dei yao yat jek gai,

yat jek mao,

liong jek malau :D

Hahahaha :D Get it? We have a chicken (Kai Hoong : Chicken breast)
We have a cat (Miow)

and two monkeys (Mankiran : Monkey人 and Tiong Chin)

Cute♥ kan? :D

Back : Vanessa and Sue Fen. ♥

Front : Wei Yee and Amanda. ♥

We went to play this, I don't know what's the full name but we call it as Sungai Rejang. :D We were so lucky that we don't have to queue for this :D

Van, pointing the last picture : Who's going to stand like this when the boat is going down!

My second round with Sue Fen and Koon Thong, see, I'm already all wet :D
Hahahaha! Koon Thong looks so cute in this picture right?? :D :D Sue, keep your fangs away from me. :P

My first round with Miow and Vanessa. (:

When I was looking at this picture, I was like who was so free and lame to take a stranger's picture because I saw a Malay girl at the back. Oh, it was my boat. HAHAHAHA :D

Vanessa's second round with Desmond and Jeff :D

Leow, Soo Jean and Wei Yee :D

Kai Hoong and Adrian (:

Desmond's first round with Mankiran and Ee ching (:

These were the brave peeps who went to sit spaceshot. Hey, I'm not chicken okay, I sat this before when I was standard six. It's just that I don't wanna try the feeling of jumping from a high building anymore. :P Hor Van Hor :D Hor Sue Hor :P ♥

Sorry for the picture, I shouldn't put it straight :P

Desmond, Jeff and Koon Thong :D

Yeah, they bought this! :D

Since we have nothing much to do when they were lining up. Vanessa, Kai Hoong and I went to the Dinasaur Land.

It was cold that day :D I need his fats laa ♥

Kai Hoong became the brave peeps' maid. See, he was taking care of their bags and stuffs :D

We had a very very very very great experience playing the tea cup. Neh, the one that turns and turns and turns, making you dizzy. We divided into groups and competed again. =_______= Hahaha, who stops first, who lose. And ended up most people went ill and three of them vomited. That was soooooooooo fun. Hahahahah :D and so uncomfortable :P Pity Wei Yee, she sat with Koon Thong and Jeff and they were turning so fast that you can see their hands moving like running spiders. XD

After that, we went to play this, again, it turns. I don't feel well after playing the tea cup manatau Vanessa was bugging people to play that one more time! Crazy. XD

Then it started to rain. We went indoor and watched the 4D show :D

Koon Thong, Desmond, Ee Ching, Leow and Mankiran was sitting at my left.

While Kai Hoong, Sue Fen and Tiong were at my right :D

Lots of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥s

Picture taken by my best cousin :D You know, I always wanted to kiss her. ♥

This time, Jeff, Soo Jean, Miow and Adrian were missing :D

Chicken breast! It's finger likin' good :D

　 Koon Thong, the host :D

Snapping pictures with their photo. Hahahah :D Jeff is so cute :D

Wei Yee, Sue Fen and I (:

My childhood friend. :D

Koon Thong under reflection on X-axis. Hahahahah :D

Waiting before getting in. (:

This is stupid. Hahahah :D

You can actually do anything you want in here, Sue Fen. It's dark enough.

HAHAHAHAH ：P

I bet Koon Thong's bored looking at my camera :P

After the show, we went outdoor again since the rain has stopped. They were kinda tired because they didn't sleep well like I do :P

Mary Go Round :D But it sucks =_______= It just turns and turns without music or shaking.

Mankiran and Vanessa (:

Aw, the l♥ve birds :D

So, we sat this. Please do not hit cars in front intentionally. :D

We played almost 12 hours outdoor, played every roller coaster and mostly everything. We were exhausted that day. But too bad the spinner was under construction ): Neh, the flying chair we called :D

We played until the last minute, 10.30p.m. It was soo freaking cold especially when sitting on the Cockscrew. But still, we managed to sit it for countless times. Cockscrew rocks :D

Then, they went for this again. Spaceshot (:

Aw, this picture is very nice right?　：Ｄ

Group photo. ♥

Eh? Why's the battery so far from us? We're supposed to stand beside it and immitate it.

Only Kai Hoong, Miow and I did. Hahahah :D

Oh oh! Geno! I used to like this very much when I was a kid. :D

I was so tired that I couldn't manage to play the indoor games and went back to the room earlier than the others with Sue Fen and Tiong Chin :P

See, they look so ill :P

They didn't want to waste their tickets so they forced themselves to sit two rounds of the hanging ship. It's a whale :D

So, the second day ended without karaoke or chatting or playing cards. :P Everyone was just super duper wootswoots tired.

Third day. ♥

Nothing much about third still, only jokes and chit chatting. People with dark circles around me. :P Only Leow, Mankiran and Ee Ching went back after we checked out.

So, we went to play the rock climbing and then two rounds of bowling (: Sadly, no pictures for that :D Before going back home, we went to arcade again. We exchanged 12 keychains from the points we got. :D

Na na na na~

On the way back home, was looking through the pictures we took (:

Fatty promised me to bring me to Genting another day! :D Yay, you said so. Don't disappoint me :D
I l♥ve you, PZX

Nah, blogged about you already, sayang :P

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Nah (:

2009-11-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

Process incomplete. I felt like I'm broken. O.O

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Premiere Screening of Up!

2009-07-24T01:46:00.000-07:00

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*CONGRATULATIONS! * You manage to grab a pair of Free ticket for the upcoming *Pixar's Animation, Up* from us.

Here are the details on the date, time and the venue for the movie screening. Please take note of them.

The Premiere Screening of Up will take place on:
Date : 11 August (Tuesday)

Time : 9.30pm

Venue : Cathay Cineplex Damansara

Thanks
Regards
Jian Goh
http://www.akiraceo.com/

Hahahahaha! I won a pair of free tickets to the most anticipated animation of the year!!! The premiere screening of UP! I'm one of the first 20 readers who dropped a comment saying that I want the tickets and that's it!! Wooohoooo. I love Miow&WafuPafu ♥ Ohmygod I'm so lucky right?

Unfortunately, I'm having my trials on 10th of August. D; So, here's the great news guys. Anyone interested to buy, please inform me. I'll send your name to the one in charged. ;D

To show my appreciation, I finished my Seni Folio by drawing Miow's comic. ♥

Kajian Mimik Muka. (:

Definitely fell in love with this cat. ;D

Awww. Awww. Awwww.

Isn't it cute!

Vanessa, Could you buy me ________ *what I always desperate for* on my birthday?

Miao . Dot . Mr Brownie

The pink chicken should be in white but I hate colouring white =____________= and it ended up became a pink chicken. Chicken Jack should be its name. Noticed something besides the pink chicken? XD

PENGHASILAN PROJEK

People who read it :" Manda! Your comic very funny la!"

Hahaha (: Storyline is from Miao's Comic blog too. (:

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I love you FATTYCHICK. ♥

Ahhh ;DD

2009-07-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hm, I'm lazy to blog about the Ti-Ratana's Seminar. One thing to say is we got a new world record!

New World Record : Seeing each other for seven days straight. =_________________=
Oi! Malas nak layan you all already. XD

Nama saya persis ditakrifkan Amanda Leong Shu Yi. ♥

*You promised to blog about this, Sue Fen*

He's absolutely not my cup of tea. I'm just posing for my friends' sake. XD

Now here's my cup of tea! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Hm, Goodnight deardear(:
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